Crash.

This is not good. Amanda, my best friend in the whole world, my cousin, more like my sister, is engaged. To a man she's known less than a year. Known, not just dated. I love her more than anything, but this scares me to death. I'm glad she's found someone to love and everything, but he's taking her seven hours away. She's moving to Kentucky this fall and they're getting married before she's even done with college.

This caused a big argument between us. She thinks I'm being selfish for not completely accepting this engagement, but how can I? I don't hardly know this guy enough to approve, and nobody is really crazy about this whole thing. I mean, its better than her being engaged to her last boyfriend, much better, but still..I'm just so scared.

Ever since we were little we always planned that she was going to be my MOH and I was going to be hers. Well, we both said some things we didn't mean, and it left us both hurt and heartbroken. She definitely doesn't want me to be her Maid of Honor now.

I can't believe I'm losing my best friend in the whole world over this. She thinks I'm being selfish because I don't completely accept it.

I don't know what to think. This blog probably doesn't even make any sense.


Thoughts, please?


XOXO
Meg