My stomach has been rolling for the past week because everything is coming to an end. The semester is almost over, and I have a good feeling that I'm going to be retaking this semester. I had such great plans for January, and now they're all falling apart because I have to change my schedule around because there is a good chance I'll be on academic probation.
College was probably the worst idea I've ever had. I've never been so disheartened and disappointed in myself. I thought English 101 was going to be cake, but my papers proved otherwise. I don't know if it was my writing or my TA or a little of both, but my grade is definitely not what I was expecting.
I'm scared to go home because I'm afraid of what my parents are going to think. This semester has been a waste of their money. There will probably be yelling. And accusations. I'm afraid they're going to think this is Adam's fault, when in reality, he's probably the only reason I haven't dropped out yet.
All in all, my life is pretty awful right now, aside from my boyfriend, and I really just wanna start over.
College was a bad idea.
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Just hang in there. For a lot of people they have to go through a sort of adjustment period because it is so different from high school. I hope things go better for you :)
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